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so very tired so this will be breif!

OPENING NIGHT TOMORROW!!!!

woot ness and a half!! i am so excited...

anyhoos...update ... today was fun...so was yesterday...i am so tired and worn out already...i actually broke down and had to leave the building today cus i was about to cry...damn emotions and their wanting to come out. i just feel so emotioned out sometimes. like it is all to much? i dunno. i still miss my old friends alot...i really miss the hugs and the "MICHELLE" everytime i saw them. and the green room cuddling. it took me three years to be able to cuddle with those people...i hope it dont take that long this time. im just not one to make a move...actually come to think of it...i pretty much have only cuddled with one person...wow kinda depressing.

i am spacing out and im pretty sure i am not making sence...so i am going to bed :D ...i really wanna sleep in my bed tonight but,...pft to far