haha this thing has really gotten out dated ><><>oops o.O well ok this one will now be only what happens...no feelings just what happens to me on a day to day basis! i think taht shall work! too lazy to type it all up right now but i will :P

hahahaahahha ok so last little thing...addy wrong...here you go ..... http://sierraangel.deviantart.com/

enjoy it!!!

life goes on as normal right now....too lazy to go into too much detail...me and tor went up to KSS today and it made my week...maybe more... maybe my year but i dont know about that...lol.....anyways i had a good day concidering that i was not sure if my best friend was talking to me anymore but now i know she is and i am happy and i am happy for her cus she is happy and yay!! it was good and i got too see lots of people and it was awsome! anyhoos the reason that i have not been updating is that i have two of these now and the other one is.... http://www.sierraangel.devaintart.com so yeah if you want to go there adn look it also has my artwork so go there and it will make your day!!!

im going to try and fill this with a bunch of little test things so i can look back and say "wow this is cool" anyhoos....enjoy!

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i cant be this person anymore
i cant be this person anymore
i can't be lied to anymore.
i can't be hurt anymore.
i just cant do this anymore...

this thing takes so long to load...it is anoying....ahhh two posts in a row...that must be a record for me..>_<>......*.*......@.@.......<3...ok (i dont know why it did that....go figure:S ) i am done now......today has been fun....we went up to the field at lunch for a little while and it was fun. eric has pictures of me now....scary....lol i am really bored and it is insane.....a half an hour to go till class is done...i think someone just broke something and it is a bit amusing....teacher is out of class watching a soccer game and it was prbly not a good idea that he leave US of all people in here alone...i am suprised that people arent looking up porn....unbelievable...im going to go now b4 people start reading this behind my back....

ok wow so many things have happened in the past few days...lets start with...

NATIONLS: it was a blast. we got silver in both bands and it was awsome. we got to stay in an awsome hostle and it was with the ndss band and some of them a really hot...we had port alerni on the ferry with us so i hung with them all the way there. i am lucky that robson didnt see me cus we had this rule that we had to stay with someone from the school and i wasnt. when we got to the place that we were playing in we say KSS breifly and i got to see linds for about 25 seconds cus they were off. we preformed at 1:30 and i was very nervous but i got compliments by some girls that came to see the preformance and that was great. i was a lot less nervous for concert band but robson wasnt. he yelled at us in the wrm up room and look like he was about to pass out when we were on stage. and he was the one that messed up. he counted wrong but whatever. we played our hearts out and that is all that mattered.

MIDSUMMER: CLOSING NIGHT: this was crazy. it all started out with chris and amanda and them people comniog to see it. i was excited cus i got tosee chris when i hadnt seen him since the last dance b4 the prevous one. so that was exciting and of corse it was the closing night so we were all hyped adn going good. the show went off with out a hitch and we got to intermission without a problem. i went and hung out with people adn then went back to it all. in this play we have a sword fight that travle throught out the theatre and this time they accidently hit the glass dividers in the seats. OMG!! it scared me so much cus i was right behind them and it was insane. it didnt reak right away it just cracked and ctacked louder and that was kinda freaky too cus i knew it was going to go and i was just a bit scared. when it finally did go it was LOUD!! it was huge crash. and there was glass everywhere. luckly it was safty glass and didnt hit anyone but still. it was freaky....so after we got that under control we went on with the show like we had been doing. we got to this one part in the play were two charactors almost kiss. well tonight they did. or rather k***** kissed the other person with out him knowing. and it was really funny but the other person didnt really think so. but the audience loved it. they all (including me) couldnt stop laughing. it was the most funny thing in a long time. so that closed off the show and that was myu last show with nabil which was sad but i will get over it. after we had the cast party which was fun but i think that the other one was a bit better.

those are the most exciting things that have happened. recently. many little things have happened but nothing as exciting as these. so now i am off to go and try to live my life after these things and hope you all have a very good rest of year cus i know i will

"kenny...he....and they call me the gay one" chris...omg (when you wave arround a flower and ask for a good nightkiss...that might be why people think you are gay ...lol...j/k) aww chris you now i love yah and i know you're not gay

Michelle (me) have blue hair!!!!! that ia bout all that is new nationals in 5 days and midsummer in 3. im very excited about both of them cus both of them will be very fun!!! (hair about that colour too)

OMG i hate comp sometimes....my last entry was cut off cus of the bloody comp. basically i was saying that the fest was amazing. i saw crispy and all them from oak bay and we got gold and we're going to the national and maybe oak bay is too but i wont get my hopes up and it will be fun without them and all that. now to recent stuff...
THE DANCE WAS THE BEST. not the best event but the best dance i have been to EVER!! maybe cus i have only been to one other highschool and three crappy middle school ones. but we wont get in to those cus they suck. last night was so much fun. i actually slow danced with someone. :O...it is very shocking if you know me. and i asked them not the other way around. it was weird. i just keep remembering my first slow dance(if you can call it that) was kinda destraous. but this one was very good.it was with aaron (a very hot grd nine) and it was very fun and all that. he was shirtless and i was wet and so was he(from water) and then i danced with even and it was ok not the best but whatever so i was very suprised with myself and it was just a blast. and i have my song for this one. "amazed" by lonestar. last dance it was "over and over" by tim mcgraw and nelly and this one i must say is a bit of a better memory :D

WEST COAST JAZZ FESTIVAL

ahh ok more on west coast. we went there on thurs of last week (one week ago today in fact) we had practice in the morning and james (our lead trumpet player) and he says that he is sick and he cant go. in my mind i am screaming cus we will not win without him. so my mind is screaming and i am in pain cus i had sprained my ankel two days before and it was still killin' me. and i was sick as well so this day wasn't going to well at first. so robson convined james to come (who btw was in his pjs cus he was that sick) and so we leave and i am sooooo excited cus i get to see people that i hadn't seen in a while so i was jumping up and down (hey they are hot people and i love preforming>_<>

"Drummers know how to bang" (btw i am now a drummer...kinda)

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 west coast was the best in the entire world...gtg ttul...ps i am going to emmas that is why i have to go!!!!

BAND NERDS ROCK!!!!

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I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED ABOUT THURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GET TO PERFORM AND I GET TO HANG OUT WITH SOME OF THE COOLIST PEOPLE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO BAND NERDS!!!!!!!!!!

M	Misunderstood
I	Intense
C	Cuddly
H	Hot
E	Elitist
L	Little
L	Luscious
E	Easy

^It is so true that it is kinda scary

I am the Ideal Lover Most people have dreams in their youth that get shattered or worn down with age. They find themselves disappointed by people, events, reality, which cannot match their youthful ideals. Ideal Lovers thrive on people's broken dreams which become lifelong fantasies. You long for romance? Adventure? Lofty spiritual communion? The Ideal Lover reflects your fantasy. He or she is an artist creating the illusion you require. In a world of disenchantment and baseness, there is limitliess seductive power in following the path of the Ideal Lover. Symbol: The Portrait Painter. Under his eye, all of your physical imperfections disappear. He brings out noble qualities in you, frames you in a myth, makes you godlike, immortalises you. For his ability to create such fantasies, he is rewarded with great power.

What Type of Seducer are You?
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^that was just fun^

You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.


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i dont even know what i am feeling right now. it is kinda like i used to feel when i was...you know...depressed..but not exactly like it was but like it was just before all that crap went down. it sucks to know it is coming and not being able to stop it. like the calm before the storm. the breath before the plunge. the...i dont know.... i just wish it would end. leave me in peace. i just wan to be left alone. maybe not be around people anymore. just for a little while. not too long but just so i can get bakc to me for awhile. anyhoos not too long till nationals...

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! these past few days have been the best....meeting bands from other places is the best.......EXPCALLY BAND ONES (and actors i have not forgot you, but it was the band fest this time) anyhoos i am still calming down from my fest experance so i'll come back laterz

welll yesterday i told my friends that i liked him adn i think everything worked out. welll i didn't completly work out cus im still single but we're still friends and i dont feel so uptight anymore.

i dont see how people can write so much in these. unless you ramble on about non-sence but that is boring, hmmmm

welll tommorow (today actually) im playing truths and it should be interesting.

report tommororw or the next day!!! :P

ahhhhhh going slowly back into depression......that is all

ahhhhh life....so much better now


"through the darkness there is light"

dance tonight.........it was ok i guess....i REALLY, REALLY , wanted to dance with but i didn't, that sucks, but the other parks of the dace was good. i danced along people that are friends of mine and just had a good time for the most part, the point that really ruined it was when the guy i like kisssed another girl in front of me....well i guess i should not say the guy i liked cus i dont like him that much anymore, amazing when somethign like this happens how fast you get over a guy. but yes it was fun, their was dance offs and a lve band, which were ok but the slow dancing was the worst, i wish i had asked chris to dance....but i chickened out i guess.....oohhhh well next time

on the way home it was very fun. we again fit so many people into a car that it was unreal.....we had 5 people in a very small car...it was me mandy and shannon in the back with collin sitting on top of mandy...he was my head rest untill he left....oh well

alas i must go.....hand getting saor and i want to do other stuff....

pft...that is how i feel right now....i have a HUGE likeing for my bestest best friend (he is a guy...get yous minds out of teh gutter.) i got suspended from school for 5 days for bring alchol toschool and my dad hasleft as planned.......well now my dad is comming home in like soon, i am going back to school adn well my BFF still doesn't know and i dont intend on telling him. i dont want to lose oour friendship for anything adn ....i just love the way he makes me laugh and the way he makes me feel special and just being arround him......well i am off


"Hopelessly in love and no way out..."

wow haven't really updated have i? so you want to know wha tis new? everyone is still fighting and i am just going to ignor it from now on. be friends with everyone. and not listen to the bad stuff other people say. im sick of it all. but it will now stop for me cus i am going to ignor it friom njow on.

"I know that only God can judge me!"

i wrote this when i was in a mood....


I’m crying, never to be,
Happy.
I’m sick, never to be,
Well.
I’m sleeping, never to be,
Woken.
If only someone could,
Help

I’m falling, never to be,
Reached.
I’m broken, never to be,
Fixed
I’m lost, never to be,
Found.
If only you could,
Help.

I’m a treasure, never to be,
Found.
I’m a dream, never to be,
Reached.
I’m a beauty, never to be,
Seen.
If only I could
Help.

FUCK IT ALL

i am so sick of people right now.....i can't stand trying to solve everything. my friends are all just screwed up right now....beyond fix. and i am trying to help everyone but it is driving me MAD.......i need help sometimes too...i need people to help me....my dad is moving to calgary for his new job adn i like one of my best friends.....im screwed in the head right now and i dont know what to do....i want to cry but i cant....i feel if i start then i wont be able to stop......EVER!!!!!!!!!! i want an escape..... if only i could go with my dad....start over again.......brand new.....try to find friends that i could actually trust.......people that i could talk to without feeling like im stupid or ebing judged......am i not worth anything to them?

pft.....im bored....go ask alice is in 2 days....my first stage acting.....very a citing....dont have much tio write (or that i want to write) snowed in for the last few days whci sucked but oh well......

hmmm. today has been interesting....my rant earlyer was.......well needed that is all i have been doing today is ranting....im sick of people thinking that they are the best......im gald i have friends like E.L. and H. they haave made me feel much better than i was feeling.....still in a runt though...i wish i could feel something or not so much.....i don't even know what i am feeling anymore....just fed up i guess....missing my old life....want a change......maybe i'll get a tatoo...maybe or something else...i want to do something wild and crazy wiht ANYONE.....like kiss a stranger or ....i don't want to resort to other stuff again.........bad stuff that you cant stop using.....no i won't, can't, shouldn't...maybe...i don't know anymore.....

"How can you feel everyting and nothing at the same time?"

why must i be so ignored? y don't people care....my "friends" had a new years party last night, talked about i right in frount of me, and tehn talked some more...im sick of them always being so ignoriant......i have had enough......im done with them they are no longer my "friends" there dead to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!