i dont even know what i am feeling right now. it is kinda like i used to feel when i was...you know...depressed..but not exactly like it was but like it was just before all that crap went down. it sucks to know it is coming and not being able to stop it. like the calm before the storm. the breath before the plunge. the...i dont know.... i just wish it would end. leave me in peace. i just wan to be left alone. maybe not be around people anymore. just for a little while. not too long but just so i can get bakc to me for awhile. anyhoos not too long till nationals...

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! these past few days have been the best....meeting bands from other places is the best.......EXPCALLY BAND ONES (and actors i have not forgot you, but it was the band fest this time) anyhoos i am still calming down from my fest experance so i'll come back laterz

welll yesterday i told my friends that i liked him adn i think everything worked out. welll i didn't completly work out cus im still single but we're still friends and i dont feel so uptight anymore.

i dont see how people can write so much in these. unless you ramble on about non-sence but that is boring, hmmmm

welll tommorow (today actually) im playing truths and it should be interesting.

report tommororw or the next day!!! :P