I miss John... It's been 5 years almost since he died and it still feels like yesterday... I can still remember everything about that day... He would have turned 23 today...
Maybe I'm just really tired this week so thats why I'm so emotional... I don't know anymore. Writing that essay last semester and reading the stats on suicide in BC was terrible. I wish I had not written it. It brought everything back up that I had put so nicely away. I don't want to remember this anymore.
