do you have a petro points card?

hahaha work is awesome! 

i feel i owe a good blog since i have really not blogged since....december? cept for updates but those are kinda lame and impersonal. so heres a good run down!

its been a lot of "me" thinking. what do I want?  not what do i want to make others happy. just me. selfish i know but its about time. im making plans with friends i really care about and should spend more time with. im planning at least three trips to vancouver to see people i havnt seen in YEARS! (honesly anywhere from 5 years to 10) thats going good

my first pay check should be about 1500$ so most of that is going to be held on to so i can pay my deposit to school. im already looking into where i would work when i move. good thing about working at petro can is its really easy to transfer. and in all my bitching about the place. i really like it. the people i work with rock. i got thrown on till two days in a row! most people are really good and really understanding of new people. its really cool. 

its been a good little while. today was really good. i've had teh giggles for about 4 hours! ever since i got off work! its been fanstastic!

so i quit my other job....i didnt like it anymore... i am now working at the petro canada in nanoose! (come visit me :P ) and i work tomorrow from 7 am till 2:30.... which is pretty cool!

my names forgotten

so whats new with me? well i got a job...i work mon-fri 10$/h  pulling trees from planters for 8 hours....boring work but it pays well. i really hate the job but i need to money. its hard boring work....but in about 2 years i will have enough money to get the hell out of this town. i will be out here and doing what i want to do before i'm 23! that is my goal!

2008

well i brought in 2008 really well actually. i went to the bar as planned. they had a balloon drop at 12 and me and mummy carol were the only ones under it. went back to mummy's house. we got invited to my kinda step brothers house (mummy considers me her daughter. shes dating don and it was dons sons party) went there for a few hours. i made some very smart decisions that i am very proud of. i said no to the drugs going around. i never thought i could do that. for all i talk shit about others doing it i have no will power. anyways...we went back to mummy's and i fell asleep somewhere around 6 am...it was a very good way to bring in the new year.

i expect big things for this year. my parents divorce is almost done with. my father is actually putting in an effort to talk to me. my toxic friends are no longer in  my life and are replaced with friends that are awesome. i realized i don't care where i work as long as i have a job...fast food here i come (just not Micky D's ...that i refuse!!) i found family that live really close to the school i want to go to (no paying rent!! less money off my mind!) and i just feel better about this year. a lot of things still hurt a lot but I'm not crippling like i used to. 

so here's my resolution. i am not going to dwell on things anymore. what has happened in my life sucks. some of it was great. I'm not looking back anymore. this is about me and I'm going to make it work!!