2008

well i brought in 2008 really well actually. i went to the bar as planned. they had a balloon drop at 12 and me and mummy carol were the only ones under it. went back to mummy's house. we got invited to my kinda step brothers house (mummy considers me her daughter. shes dating don and it was dons sons party) went there for a few hours. i made some very smart decisions that i am very proud of. i said no to the drugs going around. i never thought i could do that. for all i talk shit about others doing it i have no will power. anyways...we went back to mummy's and i fell asleep somewhere around 6 am...it was a very good way to bring in the new year.

i expect big things for this year. my parents divorce is almost done with. my father is actually putting in an effort to talk to me. my toxic friends are no longer in  my life and are replaced with friends that are awesome. i realized i don't care where i work as long as i have a job...fast food here i come (just not Micky D's ...that i refuse!!) i found family that live really close to the school i want to go to (no paying rent!! less money off my mind!) and i just feel better about this year. a lot of things still hurt a lot but I'm not crippling like i used to. 

so here's my resolution. i am not going to dwell on things anymore. what has happened in my life sucks. some of it was great. I'm not looking back anymore. this is about me and I'm going to make it work!!