December 29, 2004

I though id try someting different. so here is a little bout me...



THREE THINGS

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1.Michelle
2.Shortie
3.Michelle belle


THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.Shortie
2.Michelle_belle
3.Andrea Clark


THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.My Eyes
2.My Drive
3.My Crazyness (walking up to ramdom people on the farrie)


THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.My body
2.My Bossyness
3. My stubborness

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1.Scottish
2.Ukrainian
3. English


THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1.Spiders
2.The unknown
3. being alone

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1.Mascara
2.lip gloss
3. my ring ( I feel naked without it)

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.Pants
2.shirt
3. blue bra (sparkley)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists) at this moment:
1.KALAN PORTER
2.Switchfoot
3 and 4. Good Charlotte and Simple Plan

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Bulavard of broken dreams"-green day
2. "Rumors" Lindsay Lohan
3. Anything by the previous question.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Kissing a stranger
2. not being alone
3. Be on-stage

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Passion
2. freedom
3. happyness

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (you figure out which is which)
1. I love titanic
2. I love rap
3. I have jumped off a bridge

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1.eyes
2. soft hair
3.accents

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Be quite for a long time
2. stay still
3. eat sardines (bad experance)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. acting
2. being in band
3. guiding

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Snog someone
2. Scream
3. Be in school (never thought id say that)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Acting
2. Law
3. Techinal theatre

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Hawaii
2. Europe
3. new zealand

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Fall in love.
2 Travel
3. ACT

December 28, 2004

well christmas is over and new years is still a little while off and im bored (i learnt how to spell that correctly though) has been lots of fun the last few days..got my website up and it is looking good......http://www.freewebs.com/michelle ......if anyone cares...im feeling very empty right now...dont know how to describe it...im just not me....i miss k and i wish he was still in my school....i can't wait for go ask alice....maybe thqat will make me feel fuller....sometime i just wish the world would stop...just stay in one place for one microsecond....i want to write poetry but i can seem to get the words ojut right...im sitting here with nothing to do wondering if this is all worth it...is life worth all this pain and i can seem to find an answer...im serching for the pathj that inm suposted to take but im at an impass...everyting is spinning outnof controll....

December 27, 2004

haven't been writing again.....oh well...i got a new comp. 1000 dollers...wow lots of money..don't feel like writing much right now...but i had a good christmas...Titanic video..rox and so dose kalan porter

December 13, 2004

yahoo only 4 more days till Christmas vacay!!!!!I am on holiday burn out. I AM SICK OF EVERYONE turning this holiday in to a material blowout. It is not about all the presents it is not about the turkey and it is certainly not about SHOPPING!!!!!! I am going to go mad if I have to go shopping one more time!!!!1 anyhoo no more ranting. My hand is sore!!!!! More later!

December 3, 2004

one of my friends made me cry today. in a good way that is. i told my storie online and my friend responded that she will always be there and it made me feel a lot better than i did. it made me cry during class adn that is something to say cus i never cry outside of home. anyhoo i'd better get to work.

December 2, 2004

wow i have just told my life story on-line........all my depression and my drug problems.......it is/was harsh. the funny thing is that my friends use the site as well so they will all know now.....u guys can check it out if you want.......

http://s8.invisionfree.com/WritersWhimsical/index.


it is a good site

December 1, 2004

today was an interesting day........we (all my friends and myself) had a meeting to sort out all the problems........the main "thing" that came out was that if you have problem talk to the person you have the problem with.....and also the sexual stuff (the dancing and truth or dare games) has to stop....i really didn't care either way....but the other people decided that they wanted it to stop..so it has (hopefully or we will have to re-do this meeting) and we are also going to have the meeting every once and a while.

now that i have a spare (in 'd' block) i am in the auditoriun "studying". today me and A. decided to go onstage and it was fun.....the task was to immitate the pre-date retualls and all me and A. did was go onstage and fool around.

anyhoo i should get working (familf management stuff to do)

November 29, 2004

i love my life. cast parties are so much fun!!!!!!!!!!! we had the cast partie for "The Importance of being Earnest" at Z. and it was SO MUCH FUN!!!! we played.....honney if you love me.....suck and blow (it is not as dirty as the title sujests) truth or dare and spin the bottle. spin the bottle was fun but it was only pecks so it was no big deal. but i did get to "peck" N. E. A. Z. (some of them were girls) but just a cupple of mins. ago we played truth or dare in the green room (for those who don't know the green room is a room in the back of the theatre) and it was fun. i didn't do much(i did kiss N.) but 2 girls flashed everyone. and E. mooned S. so yes it was fun...well stuff to do.

"the only way to treat a women is to make love to her if she is pretty or to someone else if she is plain"

November 15, 2004

ack horrible life. why do guys have so much power over you? i don't mean phically but mentally. ok ready for a lond tedious story? well tuff luck if your not.
ok it all started at the acting festival last year. all the schools on the south part of the island took part(well only the cool ones) and there was A LOT of hot guys. and one of them caught my eye. no naming names. he was the lighting guy for another school. and the lights for that was crazy. they changed ALL the lights around. (it became an inside jk between the 2 of us). well i found out he had a girl friend. but i still got a ride with the people from his school (including him). that was the last time i saw him till they decided to put on the play again. so i decided to go and long story short. im a girl and i was with my friend and we were talking bout a certian someone (like girls do) and his girl friends friend was right there to listen to it all.
and i saw him the other day and it has brought up all the feelings that i had before.

October 29, 2004

sry i havn't been writing. every thing is falling apart and i'm stuck in the middle. i can't write very much i have to go to math, if you want to listen to my ranting then e-mail me other wise leave me in peace.

October 18, 2004

errrrrr life sure does suck. the guy i like likes someone else my mom is a total meanie and life just needs to end. im sick of it all anyhoo don't feel like typing so i'll sign off for now

October 15, 2004

tee hee acting class is the best. my friend and myself were very board and decided to be total silly people and check out a chat site and well....... we had quite a bit of fun (wink wink nudge nudge) anyhoo why are guys such idiots sometimes i mean come on, nvm long story won't bore you with the details but the jest of it is.... umm it is hard to explaine but how blatenly obvious do you have to be when you like someone......grrrrrrrr my friend was mad at me because of the previously mentioned boy problems, life is way to complicated it is not fair.
i miss living in vancover. even though i only lived there for 6 years i miss it. it was fun i got to do stuf and ... i just miss it a lot. whenever i go to van. i think what it would be like to be living in van. with all my friends but im here on van island all alone (well not all alone but less happy than i was in van.)
*yawns*
well everything is sorted out with my friend so life is good again (not but better than it was)
better get going
"people to do, places to to see and thing to go"
*VIRTUAL FLASH* for adnama(luv yas sees yas in acting, wink, wink, nudge, nudge)
in regards to self-defence

adnama: mas r u going to be on the top or the bottom this time?

October 14, 2004

it worked im smart now(not but humor me) class is very boring. your all most likely board to tears, so ill keep talking so you can sleep............. script writing is very hard. u see im writing (actually iv written but im re-writing it so it'll be better, not likely but i'll try) a scripot for this acting festival in april and i have to re-write the script and then we have to prorform it... so anywhoo can anybody tall me when the world turned so bad i mean it is a horrible plp in this world... but why should worry bout that... no one else dose so y should i tell me y.... id better end this cus lunch is in like 6 mins but oh well i haev a math test to write today at lunch today BLECH
*stawberries and whipted cream*
y hello again i think i finally figured this out. life is good... not life sucks i wish it would leave me alone oh good song (casting crowns are awsome. they're a christian band and there realy good) anyhoo im going to see if this is working more latter

October 13, 2004

wow so many things to say how to start? how 'bout 'life sucks' yes that will do fine. im 16 and single guess that sumes it up. Amanda luv ya thank u for introducing me to this site(that is what u get for posting it on your profile) ah u know your the best, sitting in socials nothing to do this is a very good waste of time if i dont say so myself. wahoo only 10 mins till acting(taht will be a good time i know it) were doing a play called "Go Ask Alice" and i have a fairley good part (could be better if it was bigger but im acting so meh) anyhoo got to go peoples (u know who u are) luv ya always.

*Auditorium groupies WILL rule the world*