So Why Don't We Go...

Somewhere only we know...

I feel like I'm in high school again and I don't mean the drama.

This is all so crazy new to me that I just am so confused with it all.

But I'm happy.... like really happy ^.^

This Friday Night...

DO IT ALL AGAIN!!!

Maybe I needed to break to fix myself again.

Cus right now I am really happy...

And that has not happened in awhile.

Life is really good right now

Cut ties with all the lies...

Almost 5 freaking years... and now I freaking break....

All the shit I have gone through in those 5 years and NOW...

For fucks sake...

The worst part is... I have no one to turn to anymore...

Take These Broken Wings...

And Learn To Fly...

This is stupid... once again I put myself out there and once again I got hurt. So fuck it... I'm sick of stupid boys and there stupid problems and having to deal with them. I'm sick of being a friend to someone, helping them with all I can and then getting shit in return. I feel like I'm always getting used by someone, cus I'm the nice one. It's time to stop being so nice and just be a bitch, cus those people tend to not be used and not get hurt so much.

TWLOHA is very important to me... these two things are just as important

PICK UP THE PHONE!

PURPOSE FOR THE PAIN!

TWLOHA

TWLOHA NOW HAS TWO NEW SHIRTS!




and now has a road blog!!!

TWLOHA

I AM ALIVE!

http://www.twloha.com/news.php?nid=165

Hate me for all the things...

I didn't do for you...

I miss John... It's been 5 years almost since he died and it still feels like yesterday... I can still remember everything about that day... He would have turned 23 today...

Maybe I'm just really tired this week so thats why I'm so emotional... I don't know anymore. Writing that essay last semester and reading the stats on suicide in BC was terrible. I wish I had not written it. It brought everything back up that I had put so nicely away. I don't want to remember this anymore.

Cause dire times call for dire faces

Tokyo Police Club is coming back to vancouver and I'm so freaking stoked!!!! Reminds me of great freaking times in richmond and surrey!! Oh the olympics! Such great memories! Although the night in Richmond was the coldest I think I have ever been... soaking wet outside in the rain for 5 hours... not the greatest but soo worth it lol

I should be sleeping... damnit I have light hang in 10 hours... I is kinda scared... I'm going to have to go up the yucky ladders :P I hate those stupid things... Heights and me are great... stick me 100 feet in the air and I'm cool... just don't make me go 10 feet on a ladder lol. idk my brian is funny sometimes...

The show is going great... I can't wait to be back behind the lighting board. Its been too long.