hmmm. today has been interesting....my rant earlyer was.......well needed that is all i have been doing today is ranting....im sick of people thinking that they are the best......im gald i have friends like E.L. and H. they haave made me feel much better than i was feeling.....still in a runt though...i wish i could feel something or not so much.....i don't even know what i am feeling anymore....just fed up i guess....missing my old life....want a change......maybe i'll get a tatoo...maybe or something else...i want to do something wild and crazy wiht ANYONE.....like kiss a stranger or ....i don't want to resort to other stuff again.........bad stuff that you cant stop using.....no i won't, can't, shouldn't...maybe...i don't know anymore.....

"How can you feel everyting and nothing at the same time?"