tres excited!

excited?? yes I am! fuck i really cant wait till the show goes up. we had our first dress rehersal today...and it went pretty well i think. mind you i have only seen the show once in full so i may not be to accurate...but my page turning went well...although i kept forgetting what pages i was supposted to move...but that will be fixed by show time. i am so very tired right now though...my eyes are in and out of focus...dont know how i got through today at all serously. and i am not even at the tired point of this week...which should come about friday morning/night...by then...i am going to be exausted...and i got stuff to do this week to! we got a project thing for acting that i have not even looked at yet...i got so many theatre history assignments to do...i have only done one ><>

on the other hand...I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED FOR THURDAY!! both thursdays actually. cus well one is opening night and the other thursday my old high school is comming to see 12th night...which if fucking awesome. my drama teacher is bringing the grade 12 class (which is some grade 11's) and i remember comming in grade 11 ( in the grade 12 class) to see Midsummer...so i am tres excited. i remember that trip so well. i just wanted to hang out in the green room so bad...and here i am...hanging in that green room everyday! i really need to go and visit my old high school for fucks sake. i have only been back once! other grads i know have gone so many times but...in truth...i dont miss it as much as i thought i would. i really miss my friends (you guys know i miss you though) but im not as attached to "my booth" as i was...in fact. i "offically" handed it over tonight. when i was in grade 10...i had it offically handed over to me...and now i pass it on to Carman! take good care of it! (em can you believe i just did that?!?!?) it will always be "my old booth" but it isnt mine anymore. i think i am starting to let go of the theatre to. i love the mal theatre....i miss our stage though...that was an amazing stage to preform on.

anyways...enough of this...i will leave with a final thought...

"eat cheeze"