fuck i love that song. so this is pretty much a random entry...like most of mine are. i think i am doing better then i was last week. the build made me feel better about being there. like i was actually doing something....call me crazy but i liked feeling sore the next morning...it felt great! :D fuck i am in a weird mood. i was last night too...i was being a totaly whore talking to one of my friends...it was interesting :P lol...i miss being a flirt. remember festival em?? fuck that was fun...we had a competion on who could get the most hugs from random band kids...i got 8...and some were pretty damn hot too :P...one even didnt have a shirt :D lmao. haha i miss festivals. you meet great people at them. at every festival i have been too i end up making at least one friend...hell i even go to school with some of them now lol. too bad the one act for the high school is in powel river :( oh well... anyways...blarg...i dont even know what i am thinking right now...ever since i saw Chris on sat...i have been thinking. i really got to get over him. i thought i was ... but the fucking butterflys came back and my head was spinning. amazing what this boy can do to me. but it is never going to happen...he is dating one of my friends...even though she fucked him over last time...and i had to hear about it...god...i hate boys...no i dont...but i want to. i want to not care for him....i need to find someone new...well there has been some crushes...but they last for like a week and then i move on...for chris is has been...2 years in feb...holy shit o.O it has been random people for like 3 or 4 weeks on and off maybe...but i have always liked chris. this isnt fair. i just want to get over him or something to happen...but with my luck he will like me when i am totally over him...it would be perfect! lmao..
"lets keep these teen heart beating faster and faster"
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