These are the days, When all I can do is dream

yay old songs!! remember o-town?? haha yeah that is one of their song lyrics...oh jeeze :P lmao...im cool...i really am.

so today...i did nothing!!! and it was great!! i slept late...and got up and did nothing...well went on my computer...and read...fuck good day. i went on myspace yesterday...looking for no one in particular...but i ended up comming across my old neighbor...we used to be the best of the best...her and her dad are the reason i love music as i do. she introduced me to the bands i listen to now...it is great...so anyways...i finded her...it was great...been talking to her...she is in grade 11!!!! at dover...which makes me wonder who she knows/who knows her lol...could find another connection...i like connecting people...it is really fun...

so i have some how put myself back into a good part of the old me...the happy part...the giddy school girl me...the person who smiles all the time no matter what...i think i got her back...my friends used to know me as the girl who always smiles...you know the quote that is like "i wanna be the girl who smiles even when her world is falling apart" something like that...yeah that is/was me...i even got an email about me smiling...it is really awesome. i think i am back to her...but grown up...i think...i dunno...but i just feel realy happy..i feel as though nothing can go wrong...which is not true...but i feel that way.