I bet you can't do this,
because only 1 in every 30 people can.
I dare you to tell the me the absolute truth of how you feel about me.
I mean EVERYTHING that you think about me.
Just do it.
Send it in a message or on here if you'd like and then if you have the guts,
repost this question to see what people think of you.
Repost if you feel you can handle the truth


this is something i got awhile ago...and people have posted on it...i really like it cus i get to hear what people ACTUALLY think about me...even people i dont talk to...i love it muchly

so i have been working on my script for my crew 140 class...and let me tell you...emotions were running WILD this weekend...it was crazy. i knew it would happen when i started the script but i didnt think it would be this bad. i went through hell yesterday thinking about how to word it that wouldnt be offencive to people and showing enough of the charactors and all that. it hasnt been easy...and im only done the first scene...im not anywhere close to the end and that scares me very much. it is going to open this wound FULLY and it is going to hurt...trying to keep this all in these past months was not the answer...it hurts...it hurt then to...but i put it aside to help others. talking to my friend last night brought it all on again. she found her roomate dead 2 nights ago..having shot himself...and i just come to think of John. who found him? thinking of the image of him at the funeral was bad enough but seeing him hanging there...oh god...anyways...

im going to go to school tomorrow happy...it feels a little better...just to release some of what i was feeling....and i have had people say they are here to talk...and that makes me feel better...cus one day it is just going to hit...i really have to accepted what happened yet....i still look for him every morning...and i really want to visit the tressel (where he died...there is a memorial) and the waterfalls...which are basically my back yard...but im scared...if i go i dont think i will be able to come back. the memories are still painful. like the time he came up from the water falls stoned out of his mind haveing just decided it was a good idea to jump off the water fall...he was covered in mud and leaves and branches...or when he just moved here...he thought that notch hill was a mountian...i cant drive past it without thinking about him...or stand at the bus stop like he used to...god this is soooo hard