so confuzzed ><

i am sooooo confused!!!!!!! i hate being confused!!! i hate that my parents are seperated!!!!! i hate it i hate it i HATE IT!! god! being torn between two parents is insane. i hate hurting my mom...but i love spending time with my dad. in my family...my mom is the hard ass and my dad is the one who lets me do what i want. and i want to see him!!1 god i am such a daddy's girl...always have been. even when i was little i would rather be watching my dad build something or work on his car then watch my mom bake or play with barbies....mind you i lvoe barbies...but they got shafted when i was with my dad...it was just ... i felt i dont even know...i liked being with my dad...everything was so simple to him. nothing was complicated. i hate when things get complicated. simple is the way to go. maybe that is why i like hanging out with guys more then girls...mind you i lvoe my girlfriends...but i would much rather be working on a house or a car. growing up i had 2 best friends...one being a guy and one a girl. and i always wanted to be with the guy over the girl...i love tormenting his sister with him. we were horrible to her...oh god those were good times...everything was really simple then. i never worried about if he liked me or not or other things along those lines. we were just friends...and that was it.

oh god here i go again...bed time!!!!