its getting crazy again...i should not be drinking tomorrow night....tomorrow is John's 6th month...it really is getting easyer but i cant believe it has been six months...i can hardly remember last week but i remember this day as clear as snow. i'm really proud of my script that i wrote about it. it turned out better then i could have imagned...very happy about that.
happy stuff...well i talked to chris last night...and im over him...completly and certinaly over him. i was confused yesterday cus i was talking to people about moving on and i didnt know if i was ready yet..but i really am. im ready for someone more then he can give me. his heart belongs to someone else and i wish i could have gotten over him sooner...normally when he mentioned his girlfriend i would kinda cringe but yesterday...i smiled...i need someone new...he isnt who i want anymore...i love him dearly but he isnt right for me. he's to younge and he never really understood the theatre thing...
so yeah...im pretty damn happy about that...
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