so...

i think i am pretty happy. today was pretty good...one of the best in awhile...hung out with theatre people and chilled...talked about random things...like injurys...which makes michelle feel like less of an idiot :P lmao...got to see where brianna worked...fucking awesome place...went to the mall...saw a few people i have not seen in a bit...saw sean and mike...yes yes emma...sean from camp :D fuck that guy is totally awesome...i miss sunrise :(...8 more months :'( *dies a little inside* and then i saw Chirs...and i dont know why it hit me now but...guess what em...I AM FINALLY OVER HIM!!!! nothing that i used to have for him was there today...i dont know why...something changed between last time i saw him and now. we were our old selfs...or he was...but i was different...it was weird...like really weird...i dont know when it came about...it just is...i think it was today that it happened too...or maybe it finished it off...cus i have been wanting to see him for a bit...to see right? so...i dunno...

but anyways...yeah today was great...talked quite a bit with Alleah about how we grew up...we had pretty close childhoods...so we get each other in that sence...it was nice...really nice...

so it was a pretty happy day...cept for one thing...david is comming back and no one told me...dovina told me today....im not reaay to see him yet i want to see him SOOOOO bad...i miss crazy david...but i want to hit him cus he hurt me a lot...more then anyone has pretty much...cept my dad but that is another story...so i dont know....i will see when i see him