not my fault

it is not my fucking fault i have not been to school this past week yet i am being blamed as if i am...just got an email from nabil saying that i have to make up the project cus i had no hand in writing the one we did and i am on my own...serously WTF!>! i have been stranded, and now screwed over. this week has been horrible on me...
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO SEE SOMEONE YOU KNOW ON THE NEWS DEAD!?:!?!?"!?!?! it is all over the fucking news hearing people talk about her like an object? huh do you? hearing all the people talking about how she died and showing pictures and showing where it happened and show them "rescue" her? no you fucking dont and it isnt fun. i WONT be there tomorrow i cannot get there and it is no fault of my own.

you know it is instances like this that make me think fuck it. fuck everyone. they are out for themselfs and screw me over. so this is it...i am done...if i fail cus of this project...then fine...i fail...im sorry someone died and i am snowed in...really am guys this must be fucking hard on you. you have my sympathy!