WHY!

GOD WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SICK NOW?!?!? so lame!
anyways...feeling really sick...but my head and heart seem to have worked something out...they know who they want...now to find a way to get it...but there is still a problem...i dont want to be tied down but i do...let me explain

it would be great to have someone there 100% when i needed them but...im only fucking 18...i still want to have fun...im not saying i want to be a whore but...new years party?? god...see dissagrement again...damnit so close...