hur-umph

being sick sucks monkey balls!!! i cant even drink water right now cus it feels like my throat is in a vice grip!!! and i was supposted to go out tonight!! oh yeah...i am very sorry to the person that called me last night telling me to get down to 70...i dont even know who it was....alls i remember is hanging up and going...who the fuck was that?? i was on so much medication and shit. i was asleep and the phone rang and it was my 3rd phone call while i was sleeping...i was pretty pissed.

so anyways....i am really really sick. i dont think i have got off this couch all day...everytime i get up i get dizzy and sit down. fuck it sucks.!! damn pre-show sickness!! every fucking time. i dont remember a show that i wasnt sick for...but i think this is the worst...other then the time i sprained my ankel...

ok happy post damnit!! yesterday...was a fucking blast...the grudge 2 rocked,....everything you wanted to learn in the first one you got to learn in this one...and the acting was wy better...and just hanging out in the mall with my bestest friends was amazing...and running into all the people i did...most of them i have not seen in weeks....and hanging out with Chris...made my week....it made me realize that...we just really wouldnt work....he is far to different then i. it hurts a lot to realize this but....it will be better in the long run. and he doesnt like the tongue piercing...so it just wont work :P lol.

so i am going to lay down again...this sitting up is hurting my head.....untill next time!

~M