woah black betty!!!!

its really amazing how a few months pass and we dont talk anymore. the past few years we were all so close and now...i dont even remember the last time i saw some of you. i miss you alll sooooo much...i miss how we just knew each other so well. and BJ...i miss the stories and how we could do anything in that theatre. i miss complaining about everything even though you all knew i was just faking it :P i miss being told "go" and i knew that it ment someone needed something done in the booth...i knew how i would always have a tech thing to do in that theatre. i miss how we would have soo much to do opening night of a show. i miss cast parties before there was drinking. i miss the innocence of truth or dare and spin the bottle. i miss the green room that wasnt green and had a blue door. i miss how crappy that theatre was but we loved it...and it was still better then KSS. i miss bragging to KSS kids about how much better we were at theatre. i miss the long rants we used to get into about random things like when heather went off about milk. i miss doing games and park bench. i miss watching shows from the booth...on the left side of the theatre. i miss knowing what to do. I miss people...i miss courteneys pacing, i miss sam and heather and kendra going off about some kinda anime and eric kinda joining in....i miss saying SHUT UP BLAKE! or BLAKE DID IT! i miss telling sean to shut his face. i miss misty singing the time warp all the time. i miss dancing on the stage. i miss scaring everyone outside the theatre. i miss being able to go there and know you had a friend. i miss the excitement of the theatre back then...when we got the new sound board or when the lights were re done. i miss the stupid rigging at that school and how i could not for the life of me work the damn things. i miss knowing my place. i miss everything about that theatre.



ahh just a little rant. i was looking through some old photos of my friends...and i dont talk to a lot of them anymore. like sam and kylie or kris or kendra or misty...or any body really. and a part of me really really misses it. i want to find that somewhere. but i dont think i will. we were too close and in the end that hurt us. we faught and left it and now...we are leaving it for good.