lalala

so yesterday...went ok. first time i went up i was shaking...not good lol. but the second time was good....i hate cold reads...im not good at them...but for being my first real audition it wasnt bad...wish i hadnt been sick cus i know the singing didnt go good at all. way off key and voice not good. i totally hate being sick. i hate missing school. but there was no way i could make it today...i feel horrible. good thing is i only get this sick once a year at the beginning of school so...im not doing to bad...usually i miss a week but i went all week but today..woot!!