it hate this date!

4 months John. i fucking miss you more then ever.

I dont know if anyone noticed but i was in a weird mood today...so im sorry if anyone noticed...i willbe like this tomorrow too...stupid and spacy...thank god i have friends like court, rick and emma...rick...i needed that hug today...and emma....thanks for the talk...court...i love you!! i need to see you guys soon...

got to go...more later

Love you all

Rest In Peace AJ!!