hokay...now that that is out of the way...today has been another thinking day...a really weird thinking day...i watched a bunch of movies when i got home...listening to music...designed my tattoo...which is now finished and perfect...talked to Josh...flirted hardcore with Josh cus i can...and i love computer flirting...you never really know what the other person is thinking...making it really interesting...used to do that with Chris all the time...till he got a Girlfriend and got emo and blarg...moving on...thinking...thinking...lots of thinking...i really dont know whether i am going to get an acoustic guitar or an electric...or drums...i dunno!! im stuck!! i want a new instrament...
ok rambling much! what i was actually thinking about...it morbidly enough...death...and immortaliy...if given the choise would i live forever? or if i died tomorrow would i be happy? the answers were not that hard to come by...i would not live forever...i cant stand seeing others die and it would take a piece out of me everytime i saw someone die...and would i be happy if i died tomorrow...yes i would. i have no regrets...i would be terribly sad to leave people behind...but in my short life i feel full...i have experanced a lot for only being 18...i feel much older then i actually am...hence making myself more immature? i dunoo...just thinking...im growing up before my own eyes...
ps...5 days till school starts...excited? yes i am!
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Sooo excited for school!!!
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