soo..moving

i got into dorms...Morden...room 2128...and im kinda scared...sure it will be great...i got to have the money in tomorrow...to hold the room...i just dont know...i really want to...it just kinda scared me a lot being put on the spot...i could just not go...but...i dunno...this just confused my new year soo much...i slept all yesterday...so this is pretty much my first day...i dont even know if i have the money...i do but it has to be in tomorrow...i dont know if i can do that....it would make class easyer....but rehersal more difficult...im just confused...i have people pulling both ways...some people want me to go and think it would be a good thing for me...i agree with them...but i agree with the other people that think it might be too big of a step for me...

funny thing is...i was already going to come on here and say why i was already confussed...now im more confussed...god damnit i hate growing up some times...i have to go think