thinking again...i was just surfing around nex and i decided to check on John's page...it will be 8 months on opening night...8 fucking months...where did january go? its a lot easyer now...but certian subjects still kinda make me sad...like when people talk about suicide...it isnt a joke...no matter what the context...it is always wrong. sure when i was in grade 10 or 11 my thing to say was "i wish you would go kill youself." which i hate that i said that. pretty sure i thought it about John multiple times. i dunno where i was going with that...maybe just to say you should always think about what you say/think and never wish death on anyone. just my thoughtfull ness for today....
back to reality...i have lighting hand in 3 hours...hence why i am not sleeping...no point really...i got to bed now be more tired...so i stay awake...plus...a whole day with erik...
so anyways...my head hurts...i drank to much tonight...bad mother buying michelle malibu!! uh uh not cool...
there is a big truck oustide turing around and kinda freking me out...silly big truck...i dont even wanna know what it is...probably my silly neighbor bringing home his big rigg...
anyways,...stuff to do
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