i think that is why i update a lot...i need sleep...
but anyways...everyone who reads this...please check post before it so you can read other thing that is important...
so i offically like someone knew...i gots the wonderful butterflys...only bad thing...i knoq really nothing of this person...my stupid irrational heart thinking for me again. something that probaly isnt a good things...i dont have a bad feeling about this one...like i ususally dont even try....but dear god i am trying this time. im a great person...i deserve some happyness...and im hoping i dont get hurt...but im not scared of it anymore. i think actually trying for someone is a lot less hurtful then sitting and not knowing. so i will keep you updated...of corse i will...its me for christs sake :P
in other news...i love this show...i really really love it. i've been offically told to tell people to shut up. i yelled for people to shut it tonight...it felt great... :D my one gift that i love sometimes and hate others...is my loud voice...i dont have to raise it much and i can be heard over people. it really is wonderful. works onstage too...im always the one to be told to be quiters when im just supposted to be talking in the background....comes in handy when you are ASM though. :P i just love how this show and these people make me feel. i feel important. i just come home everytime smiling. and danceing...and singing...it is insane...i dont have a care in the world outside the show. i cant wait to do more. i cant wait to start blocking! even though i really dont know what that is or how i help...im going to learn :P
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