i cant fucking do this anymore

today has been not good...i was totaly going to school today then i found out we have no heat...our oil ran out...great peachy keen...so i stay home cus i have money and mother doesnt cus my dad is a fucking retard...so i go back to bed for a bit cus i still feel like crap...mother comes down to wake me saying she has to go up to the water cus we have no water! even better...turns out the last few storms have done us great to the point there is mud in the line and there are trees down and it is compltly blocked....so my mother comes back from that completly in tears...we have a huge house and it is hard to do all the work by yourself with three kids in school...i cant help cus i am way to tired from the show right now...my brother is more lazy then i am my sister is to young to help...we cant even sell the house cus my fathers name is still on the fucking things and even if we did manage to sell it as is...we wouldnt get much cus he never fucking finished it and he would take half....it just isnt fair...im only 18 i shouldnt have to be doing this shit...my father should not be an asshole and man up to his responsiblity...and i didnt spell that right but i dont fucking care...he is 51 for fucks sake...he has people to take care of ie my family INCLUDING MY MOTHER! god i want this fucking thing to go to court...bitch is going down!!