boys will be boys

alright..here i am again...bored out of my tree...been busy...doing nothing...well catching up with people...thank you Jilly for facebook...i have finded people who i met in elementary school on there who moved and now go to mal, someone who helped me out so much learning how to work a programed board, and some kid that i met 3 years ago now at the north island drama festival. he was a silly Vanier person....but i still heart him cus he rocks and that play was sooo fucking awesome. so yeah...finded those people which is totally cool.

in other news...im talking to David right now...its weird...he wants to come and stay at my house when he comes to visit...dont know if i could handle that...he says we need to "but we need to catch up and come together again" i dont know if i can forgive him yet...he lied about everything...

more news. courts going away in a month...which mean PARTY...everyone invited...will be the first sat in march most likely...i know you all have POWER but hows about after? if you want...just an idea...

what else? i dont think i got anymore...i got auditions for B2B summer theatre comming up. and if i dont get in a show...im 99 percent sure i will still be working there this summer. gary sent me an email the other day that made me cry. i dont even know why...maybe i was just emotional. but i guess it was just the fact that he really did notice all i did. i was thrown into this not knowing anything...it was a lot of hard work. but it was totally worth it. i will make it. i have finally decided what i am going to do with my life. i know where my next move is. im staying here next year ... taking the second year and upgrading for a transfer program. i will be aplying to NTS, Langara, U of A and Uvic. for both technical and acting programs. i have yet to decide what i am going to do. the jobs are in tech but if i get into NTS for acting...who in their right mind would turn that down?

so yeah...just figuring everything...i still cant believe that i have only been doing theatre for 4 years...i knew so little comming into this program. social and theatrical things. aplying was the best thing that i could have done. it was a split decision but i am so very glad i made it.