go go 300 posts!!

hahah rock on!! 300!! woot!

so this week is turning out confuzing and amazing. i got an email yesterday stating that the Urinetown DVDs are in and that the viewing party is THIS FRIDAY! yikes...so after much fretting and trying to figure it out...im going to that AND having people over before (hopefully...still have to talk to them but im sure they will be kool) so yeah pretty damn excited...

fuck my hand hurts....i falled down my stairs and screwed up my thumb...and it hurts :'(

in other news...im thinking again...thinking about mal. i dont fit in there. sure i can go about being friendly with everyone but really...i dont care about 80% of the people there. there are excptions...most of them read this...so no one that reads this has to worry...i heart you. but others...sure i like being around them but i dont care....i dont care if they talk behind my back, which they probably do. they all hang out all the time and i just cant be bothered. i dont like being around them that much. i LOVE my old friends. they are honest. they dont bullshit like i see in the theatre. i thought Ballenas was bad for backstabbing and talking behind peoples back but it is nothing compared to here. its kinda sad really. when i think about it.

like i said...that is nothing directed to the people reading this.