sisterhood

im watching sisterhood of the traveling pants right now....its so weird to watch it...last time i saw it was in theatres...me and tori went....and it was so like our life back then...me tori mandy and emma leigh...we were those people...emma leigh was bee...she loved boys...she was "reckless to the point of " whatever it was...mandy was like lena back then...or on the out side she was (not so much anymore) tori was carmen in the way she wasnt afraid to say things...and i was tibby...totally weird with this crappy outlook on life. and its wierd to watch it now and find more things in common with these charactors...like how tibby had never lost anyone till bailey...and neither had i untill johns freak death...well i had but none hit me that hard....its just wierd to think back to that time...i dont talk to hardly any of them....and back then we were always together...for a little while...untill things happened and we wernt...but i always thought that i woudl be freidns with emma leigh for forever....but im not...im moving on....and i almost dont want to but sometimes i want to ever more. iduno...weird mood