i am a very strange person...others see this but i am just starting to see it.....think about how many times you have drank this year....i can name every single time i drank and what i drank and where i was....9 times....in a year....i smoked pot 5 times...neither of those are once a month...i am not an average 19 year old....i just dont feel the need....
i dont exaclty know the point to this...maybe im just trying to get away from everyone before i leave....if i do go there is a good chance i will miss my brothers grad....which is really sad for me...i will miss christmas....and birthdays....two of my best friends will be 19...and i will miss the bar run with them...that will suck....but i gota leave.....i need to break away from everything i was...all the people who knew me....i need to start fresh....and i cant do that around here...people already have an image of me....or who i let them see....i have over a year to work on myself and then im out of here....it seems like so long but its really not...5 years ago just seems to have flown by...i was in grade 9 back then...now im off to ontario in a year...living on my own and making something of myself....
wow...thats pretty much all my mind is thinking these days
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