blah....so the pain is now not such a mystery...well it kinda is but its not as much as it was...im not going into details...no one needs to know that....but i have to take pills and go for an ultrasound....and then go back to mr docter and see what is really wrong....bascially i have to be in a bunch of pain till that all goes over...and then i might have to go to the hospital....it sucks...but i'll live...hopefully :P LOL j/k
in other news....thank you to those people who left me comments...you dont know how much they can mean to me when i am in that "mood" im a real pain in the ass sometimes but thanks....i didnt leave on bad terms...i have to start living...(with a few minor set backs such as above) i just couldnt deal with the whole losing Tim thing...that hurt for sometime....and by the time i went back it was already like last year and i was missing so much again...it was just better for myself and for those around me that i withdrawl. i wont put you guys behind in projects and that kinda stuff....and im moving in a different direction....i dont want a job in theatre anymore....its crazy but i want to work with music.....i want to be one of those people who run around doing the tech jobs before concerts....it really wasnt anything to do with the program or the people. i LOVED being in that program...and i do miss it....
these are really big steps for me to admit....
so today....i get to go to courteney and protest! lol. they are trying to sell the camp i worked at this summer and i will do everything in my power NOT to let that happen. so that is what i am off to do...its going to be a long day lol. but i get to see some of the people i worked with, which will be fun!
till we meet again
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