The mission’s to fight to be free again, We have the right to be ourselves again

im a little lost right now...im torn between who i am and who i think i want to be....

i dont know how much this summer is going to change me...but i know it will. i know it is going to take me to a whole new place in my life...and i dont know if i am totally ready to be that person. whoever that person is.

i dont know why i have that feeling tha ti am going to change...but i really do. its the deep breath before the plunge.

brian is still missing with no information on him. its almost time to fear the worst....its been 10 days...for an 18 year old there isnt much to hope for anymore. i just want the sufferening of all his friends to stop. the facebook group that was set up for his being found is now over 700 members....

im not giving up all my hope yet....someone knows something and if they would only come forward and end this sufferening...

come home soon hun!!!