brian is still missing...but apparently more clues are comming in to crime stoppers...I just want it to end...not knowing...i know the family is going through hell...they just wanna know one way or another....almost all my hope is gone...this has been hard...this whole fucking year has been hard. i go one step forward and two steps back...i finally am getting my head together wth corses and work and Neil dies and Brian dissapears...now i got the job and regester for corses tomorrow...what else could happen...
i know i shouldnt dwel on things i cannot change but its hard. its hard to be happy and cherry when you feel like your whole world could fall apart. that could have been my little brother out there....
i used to be so close to his family...its been 14 years and i still recognized his mom and dad on TV...i was 6 last time i saw them....god fucking damnit!!!!!!!
i just want to end sometimes...not die...just stop and think without anything else happening...just let the world stop and let me be for a second...
anyways....this is me right now...im not much fun at all...my mind is elsewhere right now...and it will be for awhile
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