if this what he want and its what she wants, then why's there so much pain?

so last night was really fucking....ok...the good and bad balance out.

i got there early and to my suprise there is DAVID! yeah david...i gave him a huge fucking hug...and then i smacked him...and everything is fine between us...and that is that

then a few of us hung out...and then the band and more people came...

we screamed on the phone with the instraments and people in the garage for my emma leigh...it rocked...

party started around...10 ish...and then the band played...and that always fucking rocks...cept it had to be stopped twice cus of the pigs comming...but all worked out...stupid bitch next door needs to remove the stick from her ass and grow the fuck up and not call that cops ON A FUCKING GRADUATION PARTY!!!

so the band stopped...and i got really drunk really fast....and then some shit happened and im pretty sure i fucked things up with my friend...one of my good friends...and i missed a chance to talk to him...and i ignored him and i feel bad now...like really bad. i shouldnt have been like that....i dont start drama ... i fix others....fuck i feel horrible....

but aside from my own drama this time....it was really good...i finally got to meet the actual drummer which was cool....hes a real sweetie. and i met some cool new people and hung out with my bestest pals...so that was all good...

aside from the drama this party rocked...i cant believe my actions last night...its my own fucking fault...i should not have smoked any pot...i was already fucked enough and then i got moody after and pissed that he was paying more attention to another girl....fuck i just...dont know what to do....


TO ALL THE GRAD 07's HAPPY FUCKING GRADUATION!!! WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD BITCHES!!!