you know what makes me sick? people! i see people come in every day who cant even smile at the cashier. i get up every day and lately i've been feeling like shit cus im sick. but everyone gets a smile. and not cus i have to. im just that type of person. most of the time i dont get one in return. it really makes me mad. i've been through a hell of a lot in my life and i can still smile. i always smile. i dont care if you're having a bad day. reality is no one cares. if you're having a bad day MAKE IT BETTER! you're the only person who can change the way you are feeling. i've learned that much. no one really cares about you. maybe you're family sometmes. everyone wants you to be happy and the moment you arnt people start talking about how "depressing" you are. its sick. this whole world it sick.
when i hear people fighting or arguing over stupid things it makes me really mad now. you should ALWAYS treat you friends like gold. when you dont have friends anymore then you'll know what i mean. i honestly dont have friends anymore. I have Chris and thats about it. i talk to others sometimes but i dont trust anyone anymore. it is possible to care but not to trust. i dont need anyone anymore. i can be happy just me. and i am. sure i wish i had people to go out and party with. but i dont and im ok with that.
i wish people were better with each other. its really hard to work at petro can. John worked there and it reminds me so much of him. he hung himself 100 feet from there. i can see it from the till. i held a grudge agaisnt him cus he was mean to me and the last time i saw him i did shun him. i used to hold grudges like no other. now i dont and it feels much better. i've run into so many people i hated in highschool and i've grown up and so have they. i can talk to them now and its really nice to see them now.
so there is my rant for today. treat others better. you'll feel a hell of a lot better about it
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