you could have been all i wanted, but you were not honest.

work is fantastic!!! i love it! i love the feeling of getting paid to do something.

its been crazy though...i've been thinking alot about what is to come for me. i made my decision about when im going to school. im going to wait till fall 2010. that way, i can help with the olympics. i already aplied for it and im pretty sure im going to be chosen. i also aplied for this summer camp in ontario for the drama director. why not? it would get me out of the province for the summer, i'd be somewhere safe. i wouldnt be doing it all myself but i wouldnt be at home anymore. or i might work at moorecroft again.... i honestly dont know...its going to be some decisions i have to make in the comming while

everything seems so daunting and im trying not to think about what im going to do. im thinking a little bit about what im going to do... i have to pay off my loan and pay for school. but right now...its just 100 here and there and then im good. im not stressing as much as i should be and i think that is working in keeping me sane!

cheers for now!