We're the new face of failure, Prettier and younger but not any better off

yup i listen to fall out boy...but check out that kick ass lyric..."we're the new face of failure, Prettier and younger but not any better off" its true...if you think of your parents and where their minds where in high school and just beyond...way less advaced then we are. and think back two hundred years...they were married at our age and woman didnt have to think about marrage and working...they were done and set for life...simpler times. i sometimes wish i could go back to that...not having to think about all this...but other times im like fuck that. i would not be me...there were soo many restrictions for woman back then. no pink hair for michelle! that just would not work.
so then why do we take it for granted? all that we have...yet we dont take time to remember any of it. we have freedom we have free speech we have the abiltly to be all we can be..yet hardly any take it. i was thinking about the people i went to high school with..maybe 5 of them actually know what they want to do...most are just working after school...maybe they will go to school but probably not. im DOING something with my life...something i want to do very bad...something that most of my friends were scared to presue...hell im scared but i CANNOT do anything else with my life. i love being around preformers...whether it be in music or theatre...its who i am now. i know what i want and im going for it. but in my class of graduating friends, im one of two in school right now...and even my older friends...only some of them are still in school working twards their goal. we're given to freedom to go to school and work twards a goal...so why do so many not take it? money? fuck money...i have 7000$ student loan and im going on...fuck the money...i'll work it off eventually...is it their parents? fuck parents...honeslty you think my mom wouldnt love to see me in some well paying job being a lawyer or something? well i told her fuck off im doing theatre and that is the end of it...either support me or dont..im doing it! are you scared? what is it? huh? why sit at home when you could do something with your life?! i just dont understand people