i just dont understand...why can i not let go? no one in this world knows how much i cared about Daivd...and when he is on the island for apparently 3 weeks and no one fucking tells me? what the fuck is this?! he says he is sorry but he isnt...and i shouldnt care as much as i do right now...but i do and i cant help that. god i fucking hate this!! i have to learn about it just after he left too...he was just getting on the farry when i found out...i miss him sooo fucking much...yet no one can contact me so i can see him? what great friends i have! this angers me soo very much...and i wish it didnt...i wish i didnt care...i wish sometimes i didnt care about anything at all...but i do...i care a fucking lot...about everyone i meet...i just do...i cant help it...i dont want to anymore...and im starting not to...but i am afraid all it is turning me into is someone who cares about nothing...not even myself...
anyways ... if i missed any "e"'s in that i am sorry...my "e" key decided to pop off they keyboard tonight so now i have an empty spot where it used to be...kinda akward but i will live lol
other news...i am allowed back to second year...i was really worried about it too...and i figured out a way that i can get my credits so i can get the diploma...its going to mean a LOT of work for me but i gotta prove myself next year...and i also figured out i am going to do the minor...and either minor OR major in creative writing...there are a lot of script writing things that i could take and i am going to...imagin...me...a writer?! o.O
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