woot go old computer with old songs on it!!! boo old computer for the crappy keyboard with the barly working space bar!
lol anyways....i finally got the intro to Existentialism On Prom Night by straylight run...taken me...3 ish months...i think...but i can play it on the keyboard and that makes me happy.
other then that...emma leigh and mandy and family is comming tomorrow...
with all that...i still feel like crap. dunno why.. just do. its my mom. i cant handle anymore of her damned comments. she has to make me smaller then her. like just a few mins ago...i went to go and get the ashtray that was beside here that i went and got for myslef a little while ago...the MOMENT i light my smoke she tells me to give her back the ashtray...umm no can you not wait till i am fucking done? no she cant...so she stormes over and grabes it out of my hand...when she could have gone and got one from the computer desk which was closer! god...i dont care about her divorse...she is losing a husband...i am losing a fucking father...their marrage was over a LONG time ago...she doesnt have to snap at us all the fucking time. she is the fucking adult but she snaps at me for doing things she is...umm mom if you didnt want me to do them dont do them yourself!? duh lead by example...dumb ass
anyways... enough of michelle ranting...im going back to my computer cus this one is pissing me off...maybe
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