time goes so fast. i hate the holiday season for just that reason. before we know it it will be christmas 2008 ... a year just doesnt seem like that much to me anymore. it just makes me think...its been 15 years since the last christmas i spent with my whole family. my baby cousin is 15 this year and in grade 10...and her brother is 12! thats crazy! i havnt seen my aunt or my cousins in 12+ years....i've never met my 12 year old cousin. they only live in prince george.
everyone always talks about family. how horrible it is. how much a certian grandparent is annoying/old whatever. guys i dont have any grandparents. my fathers father is brain damaged. he hardly even knows me anymore. my great grandmother on my moms side is still kicken but she isnt doing well. my family all lives in alberta and i never see them. the only person i really see on my fathers side is my uncle tommy who visits once a year...he lives in vancouver. and on my moms side my uncle randy who lives in coombs and i see ... once a year. i hate when people bitch about family. in the end its all you got. i hold the family i have very close now. my mother, my sister, my brother.
holidays always make me mad. i hear people all the time complaining that they have to go to some "family dinner" or "cook dinner for everyone this year" i just want to scream. i havnt had a big family dinner in 15 years! what i wouldnt give to have my family around on christmas. what i wouldnt give to see my little cousins or my baby 2nd cousins!
so heres my christmas wish. tell everyone you love them. that grandma who still thinks you 10 or that annoying uncle. treat them like gold. cus thats what they are
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