a so i have not been writing .... i have a reason
ever since i saw the show i have had doubts...doubts about leaving school....i still owe the student loans 7,000$. plus im still worrying about the 36,000 tuition...and livining costs...i almost wish i could move out there now...find a job and settle in...make a life for myself there and then go...btu i cant...im not ready...i dont know if i will ever be ready. im losing my mind in this house....i've gone crazy i know it. i feel like crying all the time. i feel so alone. i never talk to anyone online anymore...i dont get comments and i dont see people in person....i am alone.
im just so confuzed right now...i know this is the path for me i just thought it would be easyer :(
i really miss you guys....i miss feeling like i was part of something....dont forget about me... (invite me to some partys...i need to get out of my house)
PS i have some care bear videos i want to get rid of...anybody want them?
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