November 25, 2007

And that fateful day, I found who I was

i lost myself again...i was in a self pity mood again...DAMNIT! haha i knew i wasnt getting anywhere just sitting and doing nothing...so i went and looked at the warped tour videos....and that helped....i watched the band that got me so obsessed with getting into the music industry....and i saw myself...one the video...it was wierd but it got me thinking again....i wanted this so bad a few months ago and i just kinda forgot....so that inspired me to go look on wonderful facebook (thank you jilly for introducing it to me!) and i found a metalworks group...actual people who are now working in the industry cus of that school...and that is just waht i needed...i needed some sort of kick in the ass to get moving again...these people were scared like me...they were from out of province like me...they were just like me but they made it...and i can make it to. i know i can! i have faith in myself again...maybe even stronger then before.

in other news...i have the B2B audtion tomorrow...no im not audtioning again :p im going for tech for this summer....i talked to gary awhile back and he said that i very well could get paid...i cant not be paid if i need 36:000 dollers :P so cross your fingers for me guys! it wold be awesome to have B2B as a job cus the lighting tech is only 4 hours of work a day and then i could hold down anoter job as well! works for me!!!

woot woot!

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