August 27, 2007

if i could then i would shrink the world tonight

woot im back online! haha i had a few days there without again

i went to the beach fest...which was kinda hard...last time i was at that beach was the night that Ian died and we all found out...but it was ok...and so am i...
i ended up going to mandy's...i just got home...was there for 2 nights which was just like old times...where i would just go and not come home...i love life..
on the way home i went to bill and linda's...who are like family for us...mom has known them forever and i have known their kids for the longest time...and to my suprise Ryan was there...he usually isnt...so that made me so happy...he is more like family then my actual family is...
it really made me think about my life again...and how people like Ryan are always going to be there and i would be devistated if i ever lost him...i have known him longer then my own little brother...he's 7 months older then me and we were friends for that long...hes my best friend no matter what...i dont see him that ofton anymore but the time i do spend with him is that much more special to me...the last time i saw him was Ian's funeral...
so thats it for now...im going to watch movies and enjoy my time before school starts again!

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