go back to camp tomorrow...i cant wait...to much stress at home already...but i will have internet at camp from now on....but i just want to get out of my house again...i want to be around those people again! i effing hate it here...i love my family i just hate the things i have to deal with. being at camp is like being in another world...i dont like comming back to reality...and i cant wait till school starts again...cus then i will be back doing something...i am so sick of this sitting and waiting...
i did decide i am going to get off this island asap...im sick of it here..im sick of waiting for my life to start...i know what i want to do so i am planning on getting out there and doing it...asap! i dont even know if i am going to stick around for the minor...i might...i dont exactly know yet..maybe just to specialize...
i love knowing what i want to do with my life now! its refreshing! i want to be a concert tech! i want to be in that life...i love theatre but i love music more...i have always loved music...then theatre came into my life...and now i can mix the two...i've never been one to be onstage...i like being backstage...its where i excel...so i plan on staying that way...
so yeah...its nice...im great!
OH BIG NEWS! my mom found my effing sister!!!!!! my older sister! the one i have been looking for for 8 years! effffff i cant handle it! it made me sooooo happy that i can talk to her now!!! i love it! i love life! it couldnt get any better!
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