oh how i love queen!! this song makes me soo happy and reminds me of new years...sitting there...drunk...pissed off....in need of a smoke...then carol put this song on...and i just sat there...and listened and sung along in my drunkin state...it was nice...and this song makes me smile...
anyways...cousin came today...for an hour...she spent more time on the ferry comming over...but today made me realize...i never want to turn out like any one in my family...
you got katie...is 24 and on her 3rd child...the father of this one is nearly 50...
her sister kristina..who came today...is 27 and married to a dick...isnt talking to her father...has one child with an abusive man who she doesnt talk to...new man has three kids of his own
you got micheal...who has his head on right...he is 32 (14 years older then me) married with one child from prev marrage who he has custody of, married again...adoped his wifes other kid and has another with this wife...
now that is one family....my uncle Johns kids...my fathers younger brother (but not youngest) he is a hard core alcholic and asshole...none of them talk to him
now my aunt kathy...my fathers sister...she is re married to a new guy, Lee, i really like him...his son Jordon is awesome...cept for the fact he has major issues...dont we all right? well Jordon stabbed his sister...yeah...and hes the only one i can stand talking to...
now my aunts kids are
Derek, who came out here for a summer cus he was fucking up in calgary...drugs and shit...he was 14 maybe...went back...got more fucked up...addicted to Coke i think thats waht it was...something like that...he was a carny ... now...i dont know where the fuck he is...
now the real messed up kid is Troy...dereks half brother(both kids are different fathers...Troy's spolied him...Dereks wishes he was dead...lovely hey?) so Troy...now where to start...when he had to move out here cus the drug dealers were going to kill him cus he owed 5000$ to them...or when he shot someone (accidently) in the eye...or the he is a coke dealer...or the fact that he is now got someone pregnant!!! great! hes 20 i think...turned in Jan...so hes really only a year older then me! o.O
so thats my family...out of my cousins i am the first graduation that my grandfather attended...and that is sad...you know how hard it is to have my mother contstantly tell me "you dont want to end up like your cousins do you?" OF CORSE I FUCKING DONT! GOD! it just angers me...and this is a long entry...but im in the mood to bitch about my family cus everyone has problems right? but this is just insane to me! my family is nuts! when i went back there for new years...i was STILL treated like i was 12! it is not fair...these guys have been through so much yet...im still the baby...troy is only a YEAR older then me...fuckin a...im just sick of it
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i could tell you about my family and we could bond over the craziness...but my solution to my family is to not think about them.
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