this is all so clear

HAVE FUN AT PROM BABE!!!

now that is over...i hate life right now...stupid prom making me depressed...nothing to everyone that had a good prom but mine really sucked...i didnt get a pretty dress i didnt get my hair done i didnt get anything....it was all stuff i had or bought for cheep...and it sucks...cus i had been dreaming of my prom since i was 8...i had it all planned out...but it didnt work out...and i feel horrible about it...and i miss everyone hard core...i hate having no outside contact...i HATE living in nanoose where there are no people...gah i just am really lonely...


other news...my little brother turned 16 yesterday o.O and my father phoned...and i heard his girl friend in the back ground and the kids...and i hate it...he hasnt talked to me in almost a fucking year....and he expects everything to be the same....

yeah not a good week for michelle right now...i miss you guys...