Religion

So yesterday I saw a play written by another student in the program... it bashed Christianity. I'm not one to flaunt my faith but I am Christian. Since I saw it I have been feeling like crap. I can't seem to focus on anything at all. It hurt more then I thought it would and it wont go away. I know that theatre is supposed to evoke emotions in the audience, even to offend them. But this felt more hurtful. It felt like a direct attack on everything I believe in and that hurts more then I can say. My faith saved my life. In a time when I had no one around the only thing I could turn to was my faith. So to have that blatantly attacked so openly makes me feel like I did before I found faith. And thats a scary place for me. I never wanted to go back there ever again. I was a cutter and my head was not a fun place at all. I don't want to go back there at all. I never want to feel like this and I hate that someone I thought I could trust wrote that. I cant keep writing about this cus I am in school and I don't want to start freaking out again.