I been thinking again. Last monday I went to Emma-leighs smoothie night... and I needed it. I needed to be reminded of friends that arn't going anywhere. Last time I attempted college I was stuck in the past. I was caught between not wanting to make new friends and trying to replace those I had. What I had in high school is never going to happen again. That was special and the people are special. I have to remember this year that I have friends that are going to be there not matter what. And to just be me... Not try and fit in where I do. Be completely un-afraid. I had the option this year of not taking acting. But I want to for the simple fact of gaining confidence in front of people. I want this year to be completely different from the last time. I have a lot to prove. Mainly to myself. Its going to be a hell of a year. I have 7 courses. Thats a hell of a lot. I need to learn to ask for help. I need to stay focused.
I still have no idea what I'm doing next year. There are a few options I am looking at. School can only take you so far. You need to actually get out there and be! I know of a few people who are just kinda floating around right now. So maybe the goal is just to learn as much as I can and move to Vancouver. We'll see!
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